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光眼神就能治癒!「綠洲女孩」將救贖身處於萬惡深淵中的你!

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隨著年紀的增長,粉絲們是否有意識到自己是否開始喜歡胸大、屁股大、濃妝的女孩?曾經那個喜歡著鄰家大姐姐的純潔心情蕩然無存,今天我將介紹這位能用眼神就能淨化心靈的女孩,把你們從萬惡的深淵中拉出來。

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hey bb

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身為韓國、英國、德國以及瑞典混血,Melodi 身上流著來自各方的複雜血液,卻有著清澈眼神的潔白反差。雖然說是鄰家大姐姐,但是 Melodi 偶爾也會分享自己穿著清涼的照片,與平常所介紹的女神不同的是,少了份肉慾卻多了份健康親切感。

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stay icy my dudes 🧊

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而這如同沙漠中綠洲的女孩 Melodi,Instagram 的粉絲數量不多,且 Youtube 頻道於今年才正式啟動,如果想每天都能被 Melodi 從萬惡深淵中救贖的話,那還不趕快現在就追蹤起來!

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it's incredible how someone who was just a stranger last year can mean so much to you now. it's also terrible how someone who meant so much to you last year can be just a stranger now • • • i've learned a lot in 2018… . how friends can appear out of the dark and fade back into the shadows. . that adventuring far away lightens your heart and uplifts your mind but coming home soothes the soul. . that good memories stay with you until your mind disintegrates, but good moments slip so quickly into the forgotten stream of time. . how tears and heartache and sad music are necessary to turn the fake smiles into real ones. . that it hurts like hell when someone who made you feel so special suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like it'll be okay. . how true love doesn't always last, and that it sometimes takes a hard fall to know where you truly stand. . that saying hello for the first time and goodbye for the last are the two most difficult things to say in life . that true love exists outside of romance… in the tight hugs and ice cream / ramen dates and positive affirmations and shared tears and combined laughter and sincere effort that friends and family boundlessly provide. and i learned how to believe in myself. thank you 2018 for being the hardest and also the best. i will never forget how monumental my 21st was this year. a year ago i had suicidal thoughts. now i'm ready to be vulnerably alive for 2019. love you all, many blessings xx 🖤

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we tend to fall in love with one version of someone, and expect them to stay the same forever • • • sometimes i still get messages from you guys asking about how i'm doing with my breakup that had me so sad last year. it's hard to be public about it because of just that… it's public. what's most terrifying — opinions of strangers, old friends, and new friends aside — is that he himself can see what i have to say, if he ever bothers to look. and it's unfair because in that sense, he has had access to my mental state over time whereas i've known essentially nothing about his. however, i guess it's about time i update those of you asking/wondering about how i feel regarding it now. besides, it has always been in my nature to be openly vulnerable, even though it is logically safer to become jaded and closed-off. nevertheless i do my best to share my thoughts, so that those of you who might relate know that you are not alone in the way that you feel. just because i appear to be doing a lot better now, which is true, doesn't mean i don't still think about him often. because i do. because i loved him. i guess being in new york city again, where i believe i fell in love with him, makes me realize that deep down, i just hope he's happy. i don't want to forget the rosy-tinted memories i made here with him because of all the mistakes we made or my bitterness with what happened much later. i've come to understand that truly loving someone is timeless, that it means wishing all the happiness in the world to him, no matter what version of himself he is today.

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effort is so attractive

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